dead poet's society

now i know dis film s kinda a old one....... but i saw it for the first tym in 2010. well, i cried a lot bcoz of neil's death in the film ofcourse!! felt really very bad for neil!!!!!! dis was just a film...... but may be this has happened in somebody's lyf too and..............

why does it always happens that watever we want or expect doesnt happen in reality!!!!! its just lyk dat when we make castles in air, god laughs at us( bcoz watever he wants dat only 'll happen ultimately)....... despite of knowing dis fact we still expect and want d things which r not meant for us!!!!
but even ppl say dat watever happens, it happens for good only ( actually in hindi its lyk jo hota hai acche ke liye hota hai)..... so shall we believe dat watever is in our fate is gud 4 us or shall we still continue expecting or hoping for good things??????????

Appreciation

As I get older, I realize there are things in
My life I didn't appreciate until it was too late.

I didn't appreciate the naps they used to make
Me take in kindergarten.

I long for the day when someone says, "You
Can't work anymore until you take a nap." I
Guarantee you, I won't argue.

I didn't appreciate one-Penny candy or milk
That was delivered to your front door. In the
"do-it-yourself" world we'll never see either of.

I didn't appreciate those face-squishing hugs
My mother used to give me.

Now that she's gone home to be with the God,
I long for just one more.

This time I would squish her right back.

I didn't appreciate the days I danced barefoot
In the rain with my mouth open wide trying to
Get a drink of raindrops.

I didn't appreciate the sacrifice my parents
Made for my brothers and me to keep us clothed,
Fed and happy.

I didn't appreciate mom letting us mess up the
Living room on a rainy day.

I thought building a tent with a secret tunnel
Is what everyone did on those days.

I didn't appreciate the marvels of planting a seed
And watching it sprout into a full-grown plant.

I didn't appreciate the struggles we had to go
Through as a family.

Because of yesterday's struggles, we have
Strength for today.

I didn't appreciate the times my Daughters came to
Me and asked those annoying, unanswerable questions.
"What makes a duck quack?" "Why is the sky blue?"

I had no idea they thought I was smart enough
To answer all their questions.

I didn't appreciate the times our family had.

I didn't appreciate those primary School teachers

who went through so much
Trouble to collect toilet paper rolls so I could
Understand what a scroll was.

I didn't appreciate those clear nights when the
Stars danced with glee showing
Off their awesome Creator.

I didn't appreciate My Daughters' "refrigerator
Artwork" that made our house a home.

I didn't know to appreciate the muddy
Footprints my Girls and I so often found

making a Path across our carpet

as a representation of life.

I didn't appreciate the times my children

fell Asleep in daddy's arms.

I didn't realize it was there they felt
Protected from all the elements of the world.

God, I have just one prayer for today.
Open my eyes that I may be able to see
And appreciate the things that you do

each day.